Reply: Taking the leap into gay sex

From twelve to sixteen I was only with other boys. Older guys after that.

I have found that young boys from Norway are the most open to "experimenting" and are the most "discreet" with being in an intimate sexual relationship with adult males.

J used to take the neighbor boy give me some oral Lovin while watching my Sister in the shower, fantasizing about being deep inside of either his Hot Mom or my Sister's Hairy
He was " mine" fir about 12
I still masturbate thinking about him sucking me off,as he became proficient at it 

I was eleven the first time l let my best friend's older teenage bother stick his all the way up my butt. I never regretted it.

As I got into my fifties I was more and more distant with my wife. She had adopted the church and that was her interest. I was a workaholic, so I didn't have to go home early.  I spent some time at work on the computer, and I found this website for dating men my age. It wasn't a new thing, I had been thinking about it for ten years. My one and only experience had been when I was in school with a classmate neighbor. 

I responded to a ping from another man on the web site. He sent me a picture and I liked it, he asked for me to send a picture. I was hesitant but did, and then we exchanged full body pictures in front of the mirror. I was excited to follow up and after several weeks of going back and forth we agreed to meet at a restaurant. We identified each other with lavender shirts, sitting at the counter. 

We talked, it was easy to talk with him, and I found out from him that he was as  much a novice as I was.  We agreed to rent a motel room and we went there. He was nice looking, and once he had his pants off he was handsome. I immediately put his penis in my mouth and the rush was overwhelming. He stood but we needed to get on the bed and we undressed completely. It was after a lot of body touching and caressing that we took the first steps towards kissing. It was all a rush, kissing with him was especially erotic.  We spent quite a bit of time making love to each other's penis. Lots of kissing, and mouth action.

I told him I had dreamed for a long time of having a man have sex with me. I had come prepared and had some anal lubricant and I lubed up his penis and he lubed up my anus, and I lay on the bed hugging a pillow. It was awkward at first, but he got into rhythm, and soon it was all out fucking. Nothing I had ever dreamed of, or the feeling of using a dildo, prepared me for how good it felt having him fuck me. 

It set the roles up, and I continue to be the passive partner, the bottom, and he knows his job is to finish in me. We meet once or twice a month, at the same motel, and spend the afternoon together.