Reply: I'm not gay but....

I am not gay I am
Married very straight but I can tell
You this if I ever have the opportunity to to have sex with a man I will do it. I had sex with a few boys growing up and I liked sucking their dicks and after I let the first one fuck me in the ass I was hooked. 
 Now as an adult at 54 years old I find myself wanting cock again. I want to suck cock and have mine sucked and I really want to get in a long very slow 69 with another man and we both cum in each others throat at the same time. I hope he will have a big dick because I want to be fucked up the ass with a big dick really bad and take multiple big loads of cum in my ass. 
 I would be willing to let a well hung man use me however he likes rape me tie me down and fuck me have his friends over to hang bang me ise sex toys on me cum
In my ass multiple times a day tie me up outdoors and fuck my ass talk dirty to me and use me how ever he wants. 

But I have gay thoughts. I like cleaning my house on Saturdays naked with a butt plug in my ass. I watch gay porn and really enjoy big huge cock porn.  For years I have enjoyed anal sex in private and I have several toys from small to fairly large. 
 I’m high school with a good friend camping out on the creek fishing for a weekend he and I were talking about sex. And girls and something happened. We had sex with each other. We talked about it openly and made a promise to never say a word to any one. We both admitted to being curious to suck dick and we even talked about if we would swallow or not. 
 Then what shocked him was when I told him that I wanted to see what it was like to be fucked in the ass. He didn’t believe me at first but I told him that I had stuck a lot of things up my ass and I liked it. 
 By the time the sun came up we had both swallowed quite a bit of each others cum and he had fucked me three times and I asked him to cum in me every time. 
 From that weekend on until we were in our mid 20’s we had sex often and I wanted him to fuck me so bad I would ask him to fuck me.  I could never get enough of him in my ass. I still get hard today thinking about how I used to spread my bare ass open for him to put his big dick up inside of me. 
 He seemed to enjoy telling me he was going to cum in me. It excited both of us and taking his big dick up my ass always felt good to me. Once we got old enough to drive we went all k rate pms e together finding new places to fuck and suck the cum out of each other. There was an old picnic area out at the lake it was all grown up and no one went there so he and I liked to drive out there with a few beers and drink and I liked to bend over the end of those old picnic tables and let him stand behind me fucking me and after he came in my ass a couple of times when he fucked me cum would drip off my nuts and after he came in me multiple times his cum would drip down the insides of my legs and it made me want his dick even more 
 At school we got an hour for lunch and one day he told me he was horny and wanted to fuck me during lunch as soon as the bell rang we jumped in my truck hurried out to the edge of town we ran into this old shack and I dropped my pants and he fucked me hard for a couple of minutes and I thought he would never stop shooting his cum
In me.  He never came that much and it felt great. I had a mess to clean up before we headed back to school. We almost got caught a few times but it was always worth the risk. 

Married considered straight by most every one that knows me. What they don’t know is I have a good friend that I have known for many years. His wife and my wife are good friends. He and I fish and hunt together and we have sex often. 
 We both enjoy sucking each other off and we both swallow each others cum. His cock is pretty big and my favorite thing is to have it in my ass fucking me and having his huge thick warm loads in my ass. He and I turn into bisexual nymphomaniacs once we are in a private spot and on weekend or longer outings he and I are having sex constantly and I am always asking him to fuck me. His cock is very thick and over 8” and he can fuck and pound my hole and drive me crazy and he likes to pull out then spread my ass open and see my hole open with his cum running out of me. 
 Sometimes I bring sex toys and will wear a butt plug and a few times I have put on silk panties so he can fuck me on the ass and make me cum in my panties because my warm cum feels good in silk panties all over my dick. 
 He gets off watching me ride a big rubber cock and he stands in front of me so I can suck him off while I fuck my ass.   We both like shower sex and I like being tied up and butt fucked hard and talked very dirty to. We get kinky at times and he can’t fuck me enough. We both want to include more men to gang bang me but it’s not likely that will ever happen. 

I am not gay but here lately I have been thinking about cock. I want to suck a man’s cock on my knees  out in the woods and let him
Fuck my mouth gag me by sticking his dick down my throat and swallowing his warm
Thick load. After that I hope he wants to bend me over and fuck my ass. I am really anxious to feel a hard cock in my ass and to be fucked and pounded hard then take a big hit load deep in my ass. 
 I am not gay but I think about it daily and of the right guy ever comes around I am going to let him use me all he wants and cum in my ass multiple times. I watch gay pirn and huge cocks excite me and I really get off watching hung black men fuck white guys and cum
In their ass. I would suck a guys dick then just before he cums hurry up and shove his dick up my ass so I could take his cum up my ass. 

I am
In my early 60’s married all my life considered very straight family man. For the last few years sex has been nothing around the house and I haven’t admit that I have always bern a bit curious about cock and having sex with men. 
 I like watching big hard cock gay porn and I have purchased several dildos and sex toys. Butt plugs expandable butt plugs big rubber cocks and I am fortunate to be flexible and hung well enough that I have learned to suck my own cock and swallow my cum. I can actually get my dick in my asshole so I like to cum in my ass and use my cum for lube to fuck my ass with my toys. 
 I go out to my cabin on the lake tell the wife I  going fishing then lick the doors close the blinds strip off naked put on the pirn and drag out my box of toys. Up until about a year ago I acted alone. I found bisexual dating sites on my computer and after talking to quite a few hot older men I got up the courage to meet with one and it went very well. He was 10 years younger than me married very clean neat and respectful. Not to mention he had a very large dick and he liked to fuck 
 The first time we met after only two beers we were out in the back seat of his truck in a 69. The next week when we met not only did we suck each other off but at last I finally got fucked up the ass and it felt so damn good I begged him to cum in my ass. 
 Now after about a year it’s not only him but two of his best friends and I that meet pretty often for the hottest sex I have ever had. Both his friends have nice cocks and the three of them really get into fucking me multiple times and it can last for a very long time. They all take turns on me and they all cum in me multiple times and on our last meeting one of them brought his sexy wife along because she really wanted to watch and she got naked played with toys and sucked our cocks watching them fuck me then to my surprise she pulled out this big strap on cock and fucked me while I sucked of the other men and we had a great time and we all got to watch her husband fuck her ass. 
 They plan to bring her again and I will tell you this. It was a huge turn on to be fucked by three hung men with a sexy lady watching and seeing her play with the sex toys and ducking cock was very hot. 
 I think we are all going to butt fuck her next time but if I don’t get to I will be fine as long as the other guys fuck me. 

I have been married for many years. No sex at home these days so I have been meeting with men for sex. I like anal
Penetration and have been using sex toys for years 
 I watch gay porn and love seeing huge cocks fucking tight ass and men sucking huge cocks. After a couple of years of secret talks on bisexual dating sites meeting other men that want to fuck me I have come up with a private little group of friends that like sex with men and we all suck cock but mainly they all love to fuck me and gang bang me and taking multiple cocks up the ass is the hottest thing I have ever done. Two of the men are way above average hung. Close to 10” and very thick. I really like fucking them and having the other guys watching hacking off sucking each other and after months of practice I can now take both hung men at the same time. One up my ass and one in my throat. They both cum a lot and it feels great to feel a big pair of nuts touch mine and a pair of nuts on my chin when they both cum in me at both ends
 After way too many cold beers I live to get nasty and kinky and have them all over me cocks being shoved in me at both ends cum all over me cum dripping out of my ass as dick after dick fucks me and I end up fucked until
I can’t walk 
 All the guys have this fantasy now about me taking a huge black cock in front of them. I bought a long thick black rubber cock 14” long and it has a suction cup base and they all
Line to watch me back up on it and take it all the way up my ass then fuck myself while I  suck their dicks. hot sex with horny men is some of the best sex ever