I will try to tell it as it is. I am no longer a young stud, or a stud. I'm older, retired. Sex is from a younger time. I got caught up in the dissolution of my company, as I could not find a suitable buyer. By suitable, someone who would look after my employees. The only was to sell it off in pieces, and distribute the proceeds with my great people.
I managed to get it all done before 2020. No idea that was coming, I only feel blessed that my people had something to fall back on. However, during 2020 we all know what that did to spirits. Money is important, but locked up kills your spirit. I had one employee, he had been with us for over ten years. A man about my age. He reached out to me, and we opened up a steady flow of information. He let on that with his friends and neighbors they got together, slipped into the hot tub, had parties. I questioned his decisions. His answer, come over.
In one of my conversations with him I pointed out that I hadn't had a haircut. He mentioned that one of his friends was a barber. That's what got me out of the house, a haircut. I drove over, and he met me at the door with nothing on but an apron. I walked in and their were a half dozen men, all naked. He offered me a beer, and some dip and chips, and to go get my clothes off and join him and friends in the hot tub. I stood my ground, that wasn't for me. He said it was, I would enjoy it. And with that he pressed me into taking my clothes off, which he folded neatly an laid them out in the guest bedroom, along with the other men's clothes.
He took my dick in his hand and led me down to the hot tub. He mentioned to his friends that I was a newbie, never hung around (they laughed) and to make me feel comfortable. Still holding my dick he offered me to the highest bidder. Someone had to do the honors. A heavy set man, who turned out to be a truck mechanic, offered up a quarter. No one else bid, and he won by default. Mike is his name, he came out of the water and grabbed my dick and walked me into the hot tub. Put his arm around me, and took my hand and put it on his dick under the water. Tonight's the night, he told me.
Hamburgers and hot dogs were grilled, and their was plenty of beer. My new friend kept his arm around my shoulders. Dismissing the others from getting closer. Before we got something to eat he kissed me. A kiss on the mouth, from a man. He got down and took my dick in his mouth and sucked me. He got my dick to respond, it got a little harder. A man's not a man until he's been with a man, Mike said, and taking a bottle from the side table, he filled his hand with it and rubbed it on his dick, before standing me up and rubbing it up between my butt cheeks, and shoving a finger up my ass like the doctor does. And in front of the boys, I leaned over onto the table and Mike stood behind me. After he was done, he turned me into his arms and kissed me. Now I was one of the boys, and everyone served themselves.
My truth is that I never resisted, I wanted to participate. I just had never had that sort of an opportunity. It is a great group of men, and Mike turned out to be my best friend and lover. I got my haircut that day while watching a rerun of the Patriots super bowl game. I have dropped all pretenses, I am more than comfortable with my new friends, even to the extent that it gets to be a group project. If you're not fast enough you will end up on the receiving end of a big ol' boy's loving. And that's what I like.
