I found myself so curious about lesbians and sex right after high school I had, however, fallen for a boy. he lived nearby he introduced me to porn. He liked that I was interested in lesbian porn and other kinky stuff. I would always tell him that I was curious and it got him off thinking about two girls all over him and then finishing each other off. I loved him and I loved everything we did... We soon fought because I was in love and he was not so it ended.
Recently on vacation one of my friends tried to have sex with me, she kissed me and I got scared, she kissed me again and it was alright, and then I kissed her back. Next thing I knew her hand was down my pants and inside of my panties, I freaked out but it was new and I was up for it.. Then it was my turn my hand slipped under the sheets and I felt her warm wetness... I moved my fingers in a circular motion and she grabbed her breasts and then reality snapped and I yanked my hand out. I was shaking, and though she said it was okay we just went to bed.
I wish I had done more but I was a coward but now I know... I know that I want more. I wish there was someone I knew that felt the same.
