On my stomach as my strong handsome son 17 massaged me. He almost moved me to orgasm but I caught myself and held off. Not because he was my son, but I never experience a massage. So relaxed and the right movements drove me wet. A pillow grinding moment came to mind as I was pushed into and moved on the bench. Now I need it again but with a masseur instead of my son. I rushed him to quit so I could hold back and then retreat to privact to finish what he started. My orgasm was the best in months. So I am embarresed to think I recalled his fingers sliding around and over my covered pussy. While masturbating I fantasized instead of over my panties, my sons hands moved between my thigh and loose panties and by accident one of his finger slipped in my hole as it passed over my wet lips. Upon reflection I realize my panties were wet as he massaged. Did he get excited I wonder. With a gf I now imagine he knew exactly what he was doing and what torture I was experiencing. So did my son go to far or not far enough and how can I get excited by all of this. I am confused but now know why his gf is always smiling.
Shame can be exciting. Show no shame and let it happen. How could you hold back an orgasm? I have never even tried something that sounds so impossible.