Sexual encounters a 5 and others experiences

Hi, I'm a good looking normal guy with a high sex drive.  I'm no monster or would i harm anyone but I do get off hearing others k8nk/taboo experiences or fantasies.  My 1st serial encounter was when I was 5 an older kid on my block cornered me in an alleyway, he was like 12 or 13.  He ordered me to pull my pants down, I did it as everyone was scared of him. The next th8ng that happened will stay with me, the feeling and sensation. A 12 yo boys mouth enveloping my 2 inch 5yo pecker, he swirled his tongue around my hardening boy shaft.  I remember him telling me it tasted 't get it at the time. He then sucked so hard it felt so good but new. He had his fore finger and thumb jerking my pale hard boy cock.  Then he just got up and turned around then left. I remember a white splat on the , they were oblivious. Hearing other experiences and fantasies is a turn on, no limits or judgement. Be good to hear from yall 

The 8th grade boy next door coerced me to suck him when I was 5 with hard caramel candy and a promised trip to the nearby candy store. I actually said no but he knew that I would sneak into one of my three sister's panty's something I'd been spanked for and threatened to tell but said I could wear them at his house because his parents worked 2nd shift. He'd cum generously and I thought it tasted good like caramel. Soon I was going over to get more candy and play dressip in my sister's panty's, mom thought he was so nice buying me candy and all.

I don’t know any parent leaving a 5yo alone…
Time to wake up and get a life.
Therapy does wonder.
Ditto to the troll’s reply below.