I can totally relate as I LOVE pee play too! I can't remember exactly when or how it started but I now have developed a technique that satisfies me needs on occasion. A bit of back story: I am bi (male) and found anther bi guy on-line who wanted to participate in water sports - his name was Tim and he wanted to be sucking me and have me pee in his mouth.
Well! I was enormously intrigued and as soon as we could arrange a convenient time, I was over to his apartment, pants off, cock in his mouth and in 2 or 3 seco ds I let my bladder empty. I can't explain just how incredible it felt to be peeing in someone's mouth (him gulping it down as quick as it came out) and I knew I had something special. We stayed in contact for 2-3 years, me always peeing in and sometimes on him (once I had peed on his entire body and while he was lying down I was so turned on I sucked him off with the taste of my pee on his cock - what a rush!).
Eventually the activities petered out (clever pun) and I was alone with my bladder beckoning . I thought because I'd never experienced anyone peeing on me, why not do it on myself? It was laundry day so I arranged all the clothing, towels etc. on the floor, got naked, got on my back, rolled an office chair up to my ass, put my legs up on it arched my back and aimed my semi-hard penis at my face and WOW! The steady stream of my own pee was splashing on my face (yes, of course I opened my mouth and swallowed as much as I could) and I was ecstatic.
I have never before (but many, many times since) enjoyed a singular sexual experience like it - probably the first time I jerked off as a 12 yr old or the first time someone sucked me off would compare but this was so invigorating I would recommend it to anyone wgo has WS thoughts and an ability to do an immediate load of laundry after. Pee Play - not for everyone but unless to try you will not know.