Willing to try anal

Mature married white male. Very straight acting 55 years old. I have lived with this secret all
My life only a few past partners know about this and they are no longer around. I have a huge anal fetish. A craving to be penetrated and I really enjoy using most anything to satisfy my craving to be fucked up the ass and I like long thick objects and enjoy this as often as I can. I enjoy watching porn where men use sex toys and men using them on one another. Two men sharing a long thick double dildo up their ass excited me and I would love to try that with another mature masculine man. 
 I have my fantasies that’s for sure. One of my wildest is to be gang banged by several men with huge cocks. I wonder about huge black cocks also. Pegged by multiple women. Tied down and have a man or woman use toys on my ass. 69 with a man or woman while a man with a huge cock fucks me dog style. Sucking a huge cock naked on my knees in the woods then fucked up the ass face down on the ground taking his cum up my ass. 
 At times when I have the privacy and the house to myself for a few days I will stay naked wear butt plugs play with my huge collection if sex toys i keep well hidden from the wife and I think it would be exciting to play with myself while a naked man takes pictures and films me fucking myself up the ass and me sucking his cock and letting him fuck me and cum in my ass and tie me up and rape my ass really hard
 You would never k ow that I have this wild kinky side if you met me but I do. It started when I was about 11 years old and I met my best friend put his dick in my ass. Once he was inside of me of course he had to try fucking me and he came twice with his dick in my ass. We were in the 5th grade when it started and no one ever knew he fucked me all thru our school years up until we were in our early 20’s when we moved apart. 
 I never got enough of him fucking me and I always liked spreading my ass open for him to put his dick in my ass. He and I sucked each other off countless times eventually we both enjoyed sucking each other off to completion and swallowed each others cum many times and sucking in a 69 was our favorite. 
 I get pretty wild and kinky at times and can please myself for hours on end. I think about a cock up my ass often and would like to have a close friend or two that would butt fuck me often and I want to try and get two cocks in my ass at the same time. I do this with rubber cocks often but two real cocks would be very nice. 
 I know this sounds strange but it started many years ago and it’s just something I really enjoy. 

I am Margie’s mature very straight acting none of my friends know about my private side. Since grade school I have been playing with my ass and back then I let any boy that wanted to stick his dick in me 
 No one knew back then either because the boys that fucked me didn’t want others to know about it and all thru my school years I let countless boys put their dicks in my ass they fucked me and they always came inside of me and I liked doing it. 
 In jr high I got introduced to my first really big dick. He was a Mexican boy and a senior in high school he went very slow but it hurt like hell and I was so tight for him he filled my ass with cum with only half of his dick in my ass. After he came he continued to work until I had taken all of his dick and when he fucked me i want d to scream. All
The cum he shit up my ass the first time was now all over my balls and running down my thighs and all over my ass and it took him forever to cum in my ass again
 After he finished we talked as he pulled up his jeans and then he left. I just laid there in the cool grass letting more cum run out of me and thinking about how could I have had such a big dick up inside of me. He and I spoke every day and for over a week he never mentioned it so one day I asked him if he wanted to do it again. He was ready and right after school he had me in the woods again fucking my ass and he came in me twice again. 
 After that it was once or twice a week for a couple of months then he brought a buddy one day and talked me into fucking both them and they got me to take both of them at the same time one in my ass and one in my mouth. Both of them came in me and I got my first taste of cum from someone besides me and I had to swallow most of it as he held onto my head while I gagged on his dick and cum
 They both fucked me twice that afternoon and I could hardly walk for awhile. Cum leaked out of me all night as I laid in my bed with toilet paper between my ass cheeks. 
 All thru the years when I had the opportunity I have enjoyed sex with men both oral and anal. I enjoy a good long hot 69 with a man and most of all I love to be fucked with a big hard cock. I have had sex with several married men and I have let them cum in my ass. Only once did I let a single man fuck me and shoot his cum in my ass but his dick was very big he was much younger than me and could fuck line a machine and cum multiple times. He spent the night in my hotel room and fucked me most of the night 
 In high school I had two black cocks and would really like to try a huge black cock again today. I have sex toys dilidos rubber cocks from small to pretty large and I fuck myself often thinking about a real
Cock in my ass. Right now I am in my cabin way out in the country buck naked watching bi and gay porn  with a butt plug in my ass wishing I had a buddy with a huge dick to fuck me 
 I would line a close friend that is married to butt fuck me weekly and put his clean married load way up inside of me. I want a buddy that will 69 with me and we both swallow each others load. He uses toys on me and likes to jack off on me while he watches me fuck my self up the ass. When I am
In the mood I really don’t have any limits. I want cock and will take it any way you want to give it to me. Tie me up and rape me with your big hard cock fuck me outdoors. Let me suck you off on my knees outdoors. I will even let you bring friends provided that they are very clean decent disease free men
 In high school I was the center of quite a few gang bangs as boys fucked my ass one after the other for hours. I like to put mirrors around me when I am fucking myself so I can see my asshole taking a big rubber dick. My asshole has always excited me and all
My life I have used it for my pleasure and have let a lot of men use it for theirs. My biggest real cock was a big muscular married Hispanic man in my hotel room in Houston Texas. His cock was so fat I could hardly get the head in my mouth. His pre cum dripped out in a steady stream and his cock was 12.5” long and I took it all 4 different times that weekend. It was some of the best sex I ever had but I had stomach cramps for a couple of days. 
 I had a friend several years ago that lived anal sex also and he and I shared quite a few long thick double dildos and we would insert a rubber cock up each others ass while we were in a 69 and it would make us both cum more than usual. I have let quite a few women peg me and fuck me with strap on cocks. Mist anything anal
I enjoy. I know one younger guy that is very muscular athlete and I see him
Once or twice a year. He is hairy muscular and hung very well. I love sucking his big hard young dick. It’s a good 9” and his cum tastes so good. He sucks me off but what he enjoys most is tying me up in positions that make my ass very accessible to him so he can lick and suck on my hole use sex toys on me and he lines to pretend he is forcing himself on me like he is rapping me and he will cum in me three or four times before he unties me. I have gone to sleep with his big dick up my ass after he has pounded me very hard. I get woke up with him putting his dick in my ass and have an add full of his cum
Before I get my coffee my wife or his does not suspect a thing they think we are just good friends out fishing and hunting. He and I are working on setting up a gang gang for me because he really wants to watch me taking dick from other hung men. He tells me he will keep them all hard by sucking on them and stroking them before their turn
 Some day if the right one happens along I really want to try a huge black dick. I mean a huge one. I think about it often. I have had several
Big double dildos up my ass more than 18” and it feels great. Makes me cum and not even touch my dick. I am dripping pre cum just from writing this confession. Time to Mount up on my fuck machine that is plugged in waiting for my clean lubed up asshole. Wish I had a friend here to watch me and put his dick in my mouth. 

Everything I did with other boys started when I was a kid. I had just turned thirteen when my first experience with another boy slightly older than me happened. The main details are very common, we were both jerking off to online porn at his house while his mom was out. We were in the middle of watching a vid of a guy doing incest anal sex to his supposed "Sister" and well into jerking off to it when I glanced at my friend's erection. We made eye contact. I reached over and sort of stopped his hand from gliding along the shaft of his erect
I stood, pulled everything down, turned around and bent over, placing my hands on the twin bed we both had just been sitting on while jerking off. He lined up behind me. It to a couple of trays and some verbal guidance on my behalf before I felt the tip of his erection find the entrance to my anus. He slipped into me with one gentle and steady hump. I was expecting some
I stood up and turned around, clenching my buttocks tightly. He bent over in front of me, took my still erect penis in his mouth and sucked me off. I came quickly into his mouth. He and I established a pattern of taking turns doing anal to each