Willing to try anal

I have a huge craving to be fucked in the ass by a man while he jacks me off and I suck  on another man’s cock
 I watched this on a gay porn video the other night and I can’t stop thinking about it. I have never had sex with men but I want to. 
 This hot guy was on his back with his legs up ankles being held by the guy he was sucking and he had a huge cock up his ass fucking him whine the guy jacked him off. It was fucking hot. The guy came in his mouth the other one came up his ass and he came all over himself and it was fucking hot. 
 I am not gay but I have a gay fantasy that I would for sure like to do with two hung men. I have experimented with anal sex enough to know I would enjoy taking a cock. I like to use big long fat cucumbers. Peel
Them wash them and fuck myself with them eat my cum often and dream of taking cock up the ass some day.