Willing to try anal

I have a huge craving to be fucked in the ass by a man while he jacks me off and I suck  on another man’s cock
 I watched this on a gay porn video the other night and I can’t stop thinking about it. I have never had sex with men but I want to. 
 This hot guy was on his back with his legs up ankles being held by the guy he was sucking and he had a huge cock up his ass fucking him whine the guy jacked him off. It was fucking hot. The guy came in his mouth the other one came up his ass and he came all over himself and it was fucking hot. 
 I am not gay but I have a gay fantasy that I would for sure like to do with two hung men. I have experimented with anal sex enough to know I would enjoy taking a cock. I like to use big long fat cucumbers. Peel
Them wash them and fuck myself with them eat my cum often and dream of taking cock up the ass some day. 

I had just turned 13 and I was jerking off often, sometimes to online porn if my parents weren't home. I saw a bunch of anal sex vids and tried fingering myself while jerking off. Dipped my index finger into the hair conditioner bottle, spread some on my erection to make it slick then dipped again to finger my butt hole. 
I started jerking a bit as I watched an anal sex vid before slipping my finger into my butt. It felt weird but nice and I shot out really quick. I started fingering myself whenever I jerked off after that. 
I was almost 15 when my best friend and I jerked off to the porn links on PMs that we got at those MSN Chatrooms. 
I hinted at anal and he was yeah bend over. He slipped into me easy and came right away. He was jerking me off immediately after pulling out of me and I requested that he finger me. He did and I shot out quick.
He butt fucked and jerked me at the same time at least three additional times before I finally got my turn up his ass. I came quick. He did not like it, he barely tolerated my humping him. After that, it became painfully obvious that he was avoiding me. 
The next time I had sex with another boy, I was 17 and he was 14. He like it as much as I did. 

All during middle school, to AVOID getting pregnant, I would only let boys do exclusively anal sex to me. 
I hated giving oral, only once and I only did hand jobs like maybe twice (?) but I did anal without hesitation.

Married middle 50’s very straight but over the past year I can’t stop thinking about letting other men fuck me up the ass. I did it with a few boys back in my school days and I liked letting them stick their dicks in me. 
 I want to do it again and very anxious to try a big hard cock up my ass. I think it would be very hot to take a huge cock up my ass and let a guy pound my home and talk dirty to me and let him cum in me a couple of times and feel
My home gaped open with a big stream of his cum running out of me as he continues to shove his dick up my add and pull it out over and over talking dirty to me. 
 I can almost cum without touching my dick just thinking about it. My wildest fantasy is to meet in a very nice private place and take a huge black cock over 12” up my ass. It would be even better if he had a friend or two to help him fuck me. 

I too am married in my 50s. Wife was out of town visiting family. I was home alone and decided to go to happy hour. I too had been ver curious bout sucking cock. So I meet this man in his late 30s . We talk about all sorts of things. When conversation went to about our wives, then sex as a married man, then fantasies. Soon we are both admitting that we always wonder how it would feel to suck cock. Now we are both sporting a hard on. Bar got mor crowded so we take the conversation outside but my truck. This was a Friday night a lake side bar. I’m parked in a wooded area that was somewhat private. As we continue the conversation I look down and he has a hard on . I said I see you’re enjoying the conversation. Laughing he say, since your looking you want to see more. Caught by surprise I nervously say sure.
Unzipping his pants I see a nice size cock with a nice mushroom head. We were so close to each other that I just reached down and started to massage and stroke his cock. He immediately started moaning. This was a turn on as he also said it felt good. I could after a few minutes of this I felt his pre cum coat my hand. My curiosity took over and I went to my knees and put his cock in my mouth. It was such a different feeling . He was so hard and his cock was warm in my mouth. I sucked and licked his cock, even trying to deep throat him. His moans and words encouraged me on. Soon he was thrusting fucking my mouth. He moan and grunted in pleasure. Then with out warning from him he thrust deep and exploded inside my mouth. His streams of warm cum forcefully shot down my throat. My wife swallows so I did the same . I took as much as I could but he was a huge shooter. He kept his cock in my mouth for a minute or two after he came. I just continued to suck him as he got soft.
He returned the favor doing the same to me. I warned him I was going to shoot but just continued sucking on me as I flooded his mouth with my cum.

The next night Saturday, as confused and a shame I let that happen I went back to the bar hoping he may be there too. To my surprise he showed up there a bit later. We said our hello’s and he invited me to talk outside. This time we were by his car that he parked way out the way. After small talk I found myself back with his cock in my mouth. I think the nervousness was gone because he felt even a little bigger than the night before. I took my time teasing him wanting it to last longer. After several minutes he stoped me. Stood me up , turn me around and unzipped my pants pulling them down and stroked my hard cock as he reached around. After minutes of this I suddenly felt his cock start rub up and down my ass crack. It was so slippery. I was sure he had lubed up. It felt good . Then I felt him pour lube on my ass and concentrated on my opening. I got really nervous but did nothing to stop it. Then still stoking my with one hand I felt his other hand probe my ass hole. Then he penetrated me with his finger. This felt good almost making my cum. Then I felt his cock head put pressure on my ass hole. I could help but moan . The thought that he wanted to fuck me was a huge turn on. My moaning gave him the ok and he bent me over the hood of his car. Then I felt a squirt of lube on my ass hole. Then more pressure as he pushed in. Finally his cock head penetrated my and he was inside a few inches. Then more , and more untill his cock fully disappeared inside me. I can’t explain the feeling as my ass muscles clamped around his cock. Finally he was thrusting at my. I wanted to cum so bad. Faster he went now slapping hard against my ass cheeks. He grunted saying he was going to cum . I encouraged his saying yes shoot for my, cum inside me, I want your hat cum deep in me. He suddenly thrusted hard and deep and I actually felt his long warm streams of cum flooding my ass. He was a big shooter. I felt 4 to 5 treats of cum rushing in me. He stayed locked in me a few minutes trying to empty everything he had in me. After pulling out we switch and I was soon in his ass fucking him but I didn’t last long at all.
He must had planed this night hoping I was there because I’m sure he had taken a blue pill. His cock stayed hard and after fucking him he fucked me again . Lasting longer this time and again shooting his cum deep inside me.

After words we talked. Exchanged numbers and went on our way. His cock felt incredible inside me. I’m not gay and definitely prefer pussy but it sure was a hot 2 nights at the bar

All the "bottoming" I did was when I was a kid, from like 11 until I was almost 15 with mainly three separate friends that, as far as I knew, did not know of each other. It faded fast by 15 and I discovered a preteen girl that had a crush on me and I took full advantage of her. We had sex as often as we could without us getting caught so long as she was too young to get pregnant. When she started her periods she made it extremely clear to me that if I dared dump her she would tell her parents everything. She and I remained intermittently in each other's lives until she was old enough that we could actually date despite our age difference and we eventually got married and still together.
Her parents have no idea how active we have been with each other since she was a little kid.